I think I may stay in the military for another 4 years. . . I cant post this anywhere else so I know that there is about 1 person who will see this in the long run but here it is.

I make that decision most likely before January 1st.

I just dont think that I am done with all this yet, I like working on these for right now and I think I want to do it for 4 more years but I dont know how my marriage will hold up through all that.

I just dont know anymore. things are so uncertain at home and besides the few friends I have and want to see at home, there isnt all that much calling me back yet. I guess this bird just wants to soar for a little bit longer. Who knows I may not come to rest where I left from. I just need to get this wanderlust out of my system. . .